I like the aura and mystery that surrounds you. You know I like everything about you. Then why is it that I have to give test after test to have you in my life. Tests do not dampen my spirit or my zeal, but still why waste precious time. Time which can be converted into cherishable moments. I hope this wait I wait is worth it. I like your smile. I like it when you let me have my way without any questioning. Still you elude me like water eludes a thirsty man in a desert. I hope I’m not hallucinating and I find what I wish for. All the while I haven’t mentioned what I wish for but isn’t it obvious. When will the time come when our souls unite until even death can’t do us apart, I achieve with you great things never heard of, never experienced before. No more is my vision blurred. I can see through this fog now, and I see you smiling and waving at me. I wonder whether it’s a Hi! or a Bye! But then on introspection I realize, how can it be a bye when you’ve never even come by these roads I tread and the journey I walk. So I say to myself, it is definitely a Hi!

            I speak of things you may never have heard of, of things that never even crossed my mind before you came into my life (i.e. I saw you). I tried my level best to convince you in every way possible. But why is it that common logic doesn’t appeal to you. Mistakes of past cannot be undone, and at the same time what were mistakes of the past may not be mistakes now. So you tell me, how I should put in front of you, my viewpoint in a clearer way. When will our destiny be intertwined? I’m afraid a fall from here will be too much for my mind let alone my heart. I do not want you to pity me. But what I want is that you rather try to see through me and my integrity. For I have spoken the truth always to you, and I shall stand every test in the days to come. But what are exams if they don’t just come once in a while. They’re a burden for every soul. I would be happy to even just clear all subjects and rest myself to your feet.

            Thus the letter goes long and dry. I hope you are not bored by now. Hoping against hope is what I like, for I believe in miracles far and high. Optimist by my heart, honest by soul and innocent by mind, I have been tamed thus by no other. I do not say I’ve seen much of life, but of what I’ve seen, I’ve seen to the minutest of details. So I say from this small experience, what have I done wrong to desire you? I have waited for ages; I feel its time now. Through the darkest phases of my life, I see a star that shines bright. Not Einstein, not Newton, no one ever before, has tried to reduce this distance between two points (i.e. without moving the objects). But I hope my love for at least warps this distance into a circle, and it may seem I follow you, but in reality we both follow each other. Thus I delve into Maths, Physics and Philosophy. I write and write till I can convince you. Hoping that someday you’ll feel rather than see, what I wish for you. Is this wish so great a wish that cannot be granted? Thus I try to save you from the Karmic debt you may incur, if you say no. So I give reasons that may convince you. Shall this be the case, till I gain eternal knowledge in this quest to find you? Knowledge shall come. Ah! Yes it shall always, but not under this pretext. Oh! I plead of you. So please try to make my wish come true. Welcome to this world of me and you!

-Rudhron